disappointed

the future takes us where it leads. our heads just to go beneath the waves. time tells all and we obey, but how can i be mad at you? you did what you did.. and you follow through. you were the one who always said:

'forget it and move on'

but i'm not sad, i'm just disappointed
i'm not mad, i'm just disappointed


reality is what you want to see. it shouldn't make a different to me. i put my trust in what you had to say, it didn't make a difference anyway.
i know you've tried your very best, and i'm so glad. thank you so much.
disappointment is what you made this expectation overrated.
disappointment is what you've made this my ambition is so deflated.
reality is different for me. my eyes are open wide enough to see. i've listened to your explanations why. the more you fail, the harder that i try.
a case of mistaken opportunity. i guess i really got it wrong. identity is insignificant, or is it everything??

"well, im sorry you're disappointed. but times they change and so did i, standing still and getting nowhere quicker. well, it seems i didn't have to try . but now i've found a reason to move on, and you won't miss me much now that i'm gone. you don't seem disappointed.
well, i'm sorry you're disappointed. but i don't feel that way today. i am free from all the crazy games you played. i'm free of the things you say." 

maybe... maybe...


*apa sih ini ga jelas banget deh haha
keep shining^^