Good news!

Hello there, 

I have a good news for you. Yeay, finally! 

Sooo yesterday my big boss held a coordination meeting with all SFDPans, talked about our visions for the next career path. He asked us how our feelings are with current jobs, and whether we want to move and learn to other parts whithin Finance. When he asked, none of us dare to speak. Then, perhaps because i'm the type of person who always want to speak my mind up (and too straight forward, sometimes haha), i decided to raise my hand. I told them that i already tired with the work rhytm in my current job. I said, before it's too late and my health (and my life) is getting worsen, i want to move to Management Account department and learn something new there. 

Well, my big bosses seemed understand my feeling. They were not shocked at all. Their faces when i told them so were just.. Kind of "okay, we already know". So finally my big boss said that okay, we will consider your choice. And then my other friends began to speak. 

Actually, why was i choose to move to management account? Well, because firstly i know that these place is more 'calm' than my current place. Still in the same Group, but different Division. I hope i will have more normal and healthy life there. Besides, management account division is a place where we 'cultivate' the business result. This is the place that know how the business is going, the place that first know the bank's profitability, and to make some critical adjustment when needed. So this place is kind of the 'kitchen' of the bank, where all recipes of bank's success are all kept. 

So i think (and i hope) i can learn much more there. 

Honestly i am so sad to leave my current job, because it has so high exposure to management, directly. It also has so many important things to learn, but i feel i can't stand any longer there. Like you see, i have these value changes that makes me think twice or even more, to decide if i still want to stay on that place. 

Well, i hope this is the best decision. For my career, for my life. Hopefully this is the answer of all my prayers before, for me to have a more 'normal' working hours so i still have much time for myself, my family, and my partner (maybe oneday). And i still have more time to learn anything else. I can continue my online courses, i can continue learn TOEFL and GMAT again, and search for some scholarships and campus informations. I really hope my life will get better, soon. 

Thanks for all, dear Allah..